The Journey begins....!!! Dear Diary.

The pain , the suffering ended for my dad...he left me alone. His chest felt warm when I embraced him while crying.I cannot believe he just left ...without saying good bye!..what wrong did i do ? why such a huge punishment baba? why? when i saw him that morning at 2am , i was shattered into pieces, pieces that i really dont knw how to mend, pieces that are like broken glasses unable to join together...

Now, I am alone... yep totally alone but U will always be in my heart and really hope to meet you somewhere, someday... maybe in a different form, person blah blah blah.....!!!!!

Hope, i recognize U then.... Really Hope....!!!!!!!!

One day, U will Surely Remember....

One day, u will remember what have u lost, 

one day u will morn at any cost, 

that day maybe there will be noone besides you, 

to share ur grief and show how much they luv u, 

that day u may try to get back at once, 

To your past days, ur parted happiness to give it a Last Chance, 

That day, I know ur eyes will search me, 

And i promise I will be there for thee.........

Whenever I try to see at my past....

Whenever I try to see at my past,
I find some people who are not eligible to last,
In my mind, in my conciseness,
Which attack me, and all my sensuousness, 
It makes me numb, and really shatters my thought,
And lead me ultimately to a great distrot..........

EVERYTHING HAPPENS REALLY FOR A REASON.....

Everything happens for a reason,

The weather changes so does season,

People can be cruel and they will be,

Ur heart can be broken u need to break free,

Remember, If a snake bites u once its maybe snakes fault,

But, if it bites u twice, den its obviously ur fault,

Hence, never allow the snake a 2nd chance,

Coz the snake will never miss u by-chance,

So, stop getting hurt again and again,

As its high time to pull the chain,

And to put the paddle in the right accelerator,

So as to lead a life of a ROCKSTAR......!!!!

When you expect a lot, you experience a lot.....!!

When you expect a lot, you experience a lot,

So, why not be satisfied with whatever u've got,

Coz expectation is nothing but an emotional stress,

Which one creates for himself and is in a total mess,

Expectation leads to false desires,

And u may want something which is so bizarre,

Where argument is never a solution,

And you end up in a Revolution...!!!!

So, its better to have at least a controlled expectation,

Just to ensure that you never end up in a depression......!!

 

The Final Sojourn......

Alas I am at my final sojourn,
Where there is nobody to mourn,
I lay so calmly on my grave,
Where my name is so nicely engraved,
I feel myself out of the world,
All my pain, sorrows, has just been left apart,
Now, I enjoy the eternal peace,
What I craved for many decades indeed,
No materialistic pleasure attracts me now,
I feel so light, really donno how,
The feelin is quite eternal which can never be explained,
Coz u r now a free soul n can never be enchained......!!!!


"Just a thought, suddenly hitting my mind..... nothing personal...!!"

Untitled....

Is it my turn to wish u were lying here.I tend to dream u when I'm not sleeping.

Is it my turn to fictionalize my world.Or even imagine ur emotions. Tell myself anything...

Is it my turn to hold u by ur hands.Tell u I love u and u nt hear me...

Is it my turn to totally understand.To watch u walk out of my life and not do a damn thing...

If I have to give away...The feeling that I feel.

If I have to sacrifice...Oh, dere is nothing to heal,

If I have to take apart...All dat I am...

 After I have done with, everything possible I can,

Oh, I apologize for all the mistakes I've done.

 Coz all that was no effect to anyone,

Is it again my turn to be the one to cry,

 And to bid adieu and say goodbye?

Isn't it amazing how some things completely turn,

 And at times all old memories tend to burn,

So take every little piece of my heart...

And, every little piece of my soul...

Yeah, take every little piece of my mind...

Cause if you're gone... there is nothing for me to bind....!!

Emotions lead to worry

Emotions lead to worry,
A Worry leads tension,
Tensions leads a high blood pressure,
A High B.P ultimately leads to A BLOOD CLOT,
A BLOOD CLOT will definitely lead 2 A HEART ATTACK......!!!!!!!
AND AN ATTACK WILL SURELY SUE U DOWN...!!!!
So,why endanger ur life only to satisfy ur mere emotions and worrying unnecessarily??

Move on, buddy !!! Enough is enough.....

Someday we will forget the pain,

The reason we cried was of no gain,

Will give the brain priority over heart,

So that our heart don't act over smart,

Let logic rule over emotion,

So we ultimately don't face demotion,

And let things unfold in their own way,

So that we can have a better day,
Seeking revenge cannot be the ultimate goal in life,
coz they actually cut our hearts with a knife,
So one must acquire the art to heal,
And the way to forgive n zeal,
We actually know that life keeps moving on and on,
But in our heart we know that we must be strong..... !!

Dancing in the rain....

Life is all about learning to feel the rain,
Not to be drenched and go down the drain,
Learning how to view what many may view,
From a negative aspect, to a positive clue,
In order to do this we need an open mind,
And see all the possibilities, PLS DNT BE BLIND,
Always be hopeful in all ur deeds,
And be sure to ignore someones weakening heeds,
Take the challenge as and when it comes,
And be a winner on ur terms,
Then shall you be able to dance, when it rains,
With a smile on your lips and bliss in your veins.....