What I Really feel from my heart & soul...!

" Winning is Everything, but Loosing is not the END of Everything....... Rather, it may be well said that Loosing is the Beginning of a new Winning....! "

The Words of my Soul....

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'cause you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I d




Right dude, it is from LP...

My Present.......My Future....!!

It's killing me to see what I have become compared to what I've been. Life has a unique talent for bringing out the absolute best or worst of us all. I have fought for so long to be a person people would respect and admire. Certain events however led me down a different path. One most of all an utter semblance of being alone and consumed by a world of darkness. It's funny and oh so ironic that the thing I seem to long for is what I fear the most. To love and be loved by any one person or group of people. I was once told that I am in love with love, but if that is so then why do I fear any form of it? I'm so totally alone now because of what I have become what they all made me. However what I've come to realize is that I am not what they made me I am what I choose to be.