What I Really feel from my heart & soul...!

" Winning is Everything, but Loosing is not the END of Everything....... Rather, it may be well said that Loosing is the Beginning of a new Winning....! "

The Words of my Soul....

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'cause you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I d




Right dude, it is from LP...

My Present.......My Future....!!

It's killing me to see what I have become compared to what I've been. Life has a unique talent for bringing out the absolute best or worst of us all. I have fought for so long to be a person people would respect and admire. Certain events however led me down a different path. One most of all an utter semblance of being alone and consumed by a world of darkness. It's funny and oh so ironic that the thing I seem to long for is what I fear the most. To love and be loved by any one person or group of people. I was once told that I am in love with love, but if that is so then why do I fear any form of it? I'm so totally alone now because of what I have become what they all made me. However what I've come to realize is that I am not what they made me I am what I choose to be.

Somtimes one tends to become NUMB...............!!

I saw you yesterday

You just seemed to pass me by

I froze where I was standing

Didn't even know how to say hi.

A sort of dumbness strikes me

Whenever you smile

I do not feel ashamed though

For your presence makes it worthwhile

Lost for words when I'm near you

Stuck to my tongue like glue

A marvelous wonder from heaven

Standing only five foot two

Hoping to gather enough courage

To speak to you in some way

My heart has a strong feeling

That today might just be that day ...

One Wish..............One Last Wish.......!!

I wish I had wings,

Of a bird that sings,

A melodic tune,

In the middle of June,

I wish I had wings,

Of a saint that brings,

A breath of fresh air,

For all the world to share,

I wish I had wings,

Of many magical things,

So I could spread the light,

To conquer the darkness of night,

I wish I had wings,

Of a sound that rings,

In everyones mind,

Giving them happiness to find.

S M I L E............. The Gift of God to Humanity......

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by,
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through for you......

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile......

That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what’s the use of crying?
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.....