Life.... After Death...!!!!

How did it, get to be like this?
Alone I sit, thinking the past was bliss
Mistakes I make, alone I must face
Hearts I break, are hard to replace
I was drinking, I wasn’t thinking
I hear my fate sounds like my heart sinking
Life is a test, how did I get this stressed
Swore I’d never let anyone get my best
With love comes pain, I have only my self to blame
For the mistake I made, I’ll never be the same
Every day I pray, make it go away
I’ve never turned to god so hard, with nothing to say
Why should he listen to me now, I’ve never listened to him
But I’ve always kept faith, feared and believed for him to forgive my sins

I’m most sorry to you, loving me and being my girl
But I’ll hide my actions between us in this world
Hopefully we can get past this and grow
But never show anyone till death takes a hold

I can’t end my own life..
Please forgive me in the afterlife!

Few Reasons for Loving You......

I can be myself when I am with you. Because you make me feel like,like, like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive

We're a perfect match. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible

I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor

Everytime I look at you, my heart misses a beat

You're the one who holds the key to my heart

You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect). You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.

I love to hear your voice.

I love to wake up with you by my side...It makes my days better. You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what. I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.

I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid. Just being with you feels like I can defy the whole world. You mean the world to me. I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care. I love the way you treasure the gifts that I gave you.

I love the way you patch up with me after a tumultuous fight.

And, of-course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me !!!

may be.....

When I think about what we used to be, I cry and cry in spite of me. It just seems crazy that was just last month, Just last month I barely cried one tear. Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow, Maybe tomorrow there'll be no more sorrow. Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance, Mybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance. Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a call, Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all. Maybe tomorrow you'll hug me tight, Maybe tomorrow you'll kiss me good night. Maybe tomorrow you'll take back my heart, Maybe you'll give me a brand new start. I'm living with dreams that won't come true, For you will never love me as I love you.

WHY????????????????????????????

Why do I love you With all my heart? Why did I fall for you From the start? Why do you cause me So much pain? Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain? Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay? Why did I believe You were gonna take the pain away? Why did you play my heart Like a game? Why couldn't you ever Feel the same? Why do I sit In my room all alone? Why do I pray You would call my phone? Why do you come back in my life As soon as I'm letting go? Why do I still get butterflies When you just say hello? Why can't I forget about you And put you in the past? Why does a part of me still believe That me and you were made to last?